my frist "e" experience was at the anime rave last year dec 16. it was my first time at a rave and doing the drug at the same time. it was the most mind blowing experience i have ever had. yes, there are some bad side effects to the drug. and i don't any of them. do i care? not, right now. but, it has change me a little and i see in me. i'm a little depress these days. and i just am a little happier. to me this drug is my excape out of our reality into a different one. one where i feel there is no hate, loneliness, depression, etc.... i have always felt alone and wanted something to connect on. and if this is it then i am ok for it. i will do more research on it. and find it out. but, to me this is my excape. better than suicide right?