E released me.
I felt the freedom to talk to people in a way I've never felt before. I wasn't trying to hook up or get a number. I was just saying what I really felt. "I like your coat" or "Cool glasses" stuff like that. The first time was one of the best but I've had better. Maybe it depends on the stuff you get. I only take one a night, so it wasn't 'cause I took more or anything.
Most people think the first time is the best because going into it they have never experienced that freedom and enjoyment the way you do on E. After the first time you know what to expect, so it is not as eye opening.