its hard to describe it. i forgot how good this feels. if every one in the world tried this at least once the world would be different. I don't want to sound like a dumb ass or drug addict. but it has just changed my out look on life. after you've rolled things just rant the same. its an epiphany in life. or it was my first time. just having compassion for people i didn't know and thinking all at once how beautiful and ugly we (the human race) can be. paintings, music, love, photography, dance, laughter and everything else that makes life worth living. and yet there is all that is ugly the holocaust, slavery, wars, rape, hatred, racism, and the countless other ugly things that man has done and will do. i shudder to think of how mean and ugly we can be. for a moment i started to become very upset, then i thought to my self that there is nothing you can do to change the past (but we must never forget it) but i can change the way things will be. by remembering that we all are here for only a short while and that all the ugly things we spend our time doing like hating and others is just a waste of time. it may sound corny but love more. not even love more im not saying to love every one but just don't go out of your way to be mean and ulgy


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