I am scared shitless right now. I took extasy for the fourth time 2 days ago and im STILL coming down off it hard. I cant stop crying and have seriously been contemplating suicide. I went to a rave and took 4 1/2 extasy pills and 5 bags of Special K... hell no im not rich i degraded myself by flashing some guys and letting them feel up on me and my girlfriend. we sure didnt care at the time all we wanted was to feel like we were rolling forever but now i feel so alone. i cant even believe i went bi-sexual for the night! i havent gotten crap for sleep and all i am thinking about is rolling again this weekend. To all extasy users.. be smart dont make it habitual!!